Sweet Nothing
I can’t fall in love
with you
I just couldn’t bear
to see this break, too.
The last thread of humanity
I’ve been hanging onto.
Even though I know
we’re not real, anyway.
I can see clearly
you’ll never love me the same.
You’re just having fun,
you haven’t changed.
Tossing out sweet nothings,
to keep me in the game.
But all these feelings are
misleading
dead ends.
We’re too far apart
to ever be whole again…
And I don’t understand
why this is happening.
Why you keep coming back here,
the effect you always have on me.
But I know
I should let it go…
before I reap all that I sow.
Because forever is never,
and everything
means nothing.
I realize now
that’s all you’ve ever been offering:
sweet
infinitesimal
nothing.