My Dear,
I finally passed the test, but it doesn’t mean much of anything. The end result is still the same — I’m left with nothing. And I wonder what fundamental flaw lies within me, why I can’t escape this cycle of defeat. I tell myself that kind of thinking isn’t good for me. That the future is still a mystery, unfolding. That this is merely another moment in time: another experience, another lesson. But what is the lesson? And what is preventing me from progressing? Sometimes I feel so certain that something is off, something is missing…
Something is wrong with me.
But I just can’t pinpoint what it could be.
Yours,
Secrets in the Wind 